Don't Believe The darkened room around me/The walls are burrowing in/A faint, brief reflection/Of myself going insane/As the world attacks me/These rules begin to bend/Roomfuls of regret/Im broke down on the floor/I cant explain this hurt inside/But I dont want it anymore/You call to me/Screaming out my name/I cant feel anything but pain/And Im sure you feel the same/Tears and cigarette ashes/Insecurities and obscurities/Collapsed and never-ending/All mixed in alcohol/Distilled inside my lifes ending/Every ally crashed upon me/Thrown against the wall/Theres so many thing I
Letting Go I cant let you go/Even though inside I know/I need to leave the past behind/Theres just something that I need to find/A place inside of me/Im still so blind/But I do want clarity to see/The future is the only thing that is/Ever going to be in front of me/Looking ahead is the only way/To set myself free/ Be/It that the past/Is behind me now/Be it that I cant fix it and/ I/Dont know how/ Its just/Too hard to leave it in the past/I cant let these memories last/They blur me until Im pushed under/Way too fast/ Im/Holding on to something thats just not